i can't tell if my life is really great at this point. if i had done more things in the recent past, i would be really keen, but not so much since i spent the last year and a half essentially fucking around. i learned a lot of things that someone my age probably needs to 'grow up'. i don't have a peter pan complex, but i felt that at this point i would have got a lot more things done and i haven't. i am the kind of person that doesn't volunteer themselves for anything. i wait to be asked, and it really hasn't been beneficial so far. not so much achievements in terms of popular success, but more about feeling like i am on track and have accomplished something. i always feel like i haven't done my best or given enough, so i give nothing unless pushed. here is a list of things i like about ville valo, who i've been watching way too much of:
- baritone
- charming without grossly overdoing it/being a wanker.
- likes music i am too afraid to admit to liking/doesn't worry about saying 'i like them but not their band' without having people misconstrue his words.
- has a better command of english than most english people.
- you can tell he has an ego but he keeps it under check.
- cool guy. nice hair. grows my favourite beard.
- cares about poetvy and films and shit and has a lot of 'good' (correlating with mine) points of view on things that i haven't been able to talk to people about without feeling like a toddler.
okay.
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